Explain the Explanation
Could I not be more now?
More than it is?
Is it not the way that?
that it is?
Eyes wide and burning,
is it in my mind?
Reaching out and yearning,
nothing left to find
All that's left in my head
I remember one thing, I missed what you said
All that's left to be said
Was her faint breath misread
Crying out on the floor,
ready to scream
Crying out her name,
is it just a dream?
And I am left standing beside
with envy in my eyes
So tell me what's the difference,
would it change my mind?
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Long Drive to Texas
Many miles passing by, mind starts replaying does it know right from wrong
It feels misplaced yet leading me back to your steps
I'm back against, the same old wall of innocence versus the chase of what used to be
Oh god it comes again
Foot to the floor I can't stop crying out
I look to the sides, my world is blurring out
I'm falling..... away from you
She's saying...."You need me"
"Stop chasing... after me now"
She is there, laughing at the way I've always traced her past
She is there, laughing at the way I'm always placing last
I'm back against, the same old wall of innocence versus the chase of what used to be
Oh god it comes again
Foot to the floor I can't stop crying out
I look to the sides, my world is blurring out
I'm falling..... Away from you
She's saying...."You need me"
"Stop chasing... after me now"
Tracing back your life
Tracing back what lies
Tracing back the way it used to be again and again
Tracing back the light
Trace it back one time
Tracing back the way it used to be....
Oh god it comes again
Foot to the floor I can't stop crying out
I look to the sides, my world is blurring out
I'm falling..... Away from you
She's saying...."You need me"
"Stop chasing... after me now"
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Betrayal
Years to grow
but only for a moment to end
Shared dreams, shattered
Stolen with care,
breaking the bond
Of our romance,
that's lacking in fear
Disguised as an Angel,
could I ever see the end?
Disguised as a Lover,
could I ever see the end?
Fading in the night,
I have no strength to live
How do I survive the pain
building every day?
Fading in the night,
I have no strength to live
Quickly you, are fading away,
hidden from sight
Feeling cold and lonely
Afraid of the dark
Do you hear my grieving speak,
for love I seek
Can you feel my heart bleed,
for thee so deep
How do I survive the pain,
building up everyday
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When You Go
Two dreamers,
watching the sky
The stars shine so bright
when they reflect in your eye
But I need to be right here...
To watch and be clear
I'm sure that you've never felt
quite like this
So I won't move too slow,
or talk to you too fast
A day from our past
does not amount to one moment
Why can't this just last?
So I won't move too fast,
or talk to you too slow
Should I just go?
And leave you with your incandescent
thoughts and your...
But if you want to find me,
I'll be waiting right here...
I can feel it...
I can see you...
I can hear them cry...
If you want to find me,
I'll be waiting right here.
When you come home,
and it's late at night,
I will be there
When you go out at night,
I will be there to say...
Wishing upon that star
I always knew that someday
we would get this far
So I won't move too slow,
or talk to you too fast
One day from our past
does not amount to one moment
Why can't this just last?
So I won't move to fast,
or talk to you too slow
Should I just go?
And leave you with your incandescent
thoughts and your...
But if you want to find me,
I'll be waiting right here
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The Man
Open your eyes,
can't you see me
in your window?
It's been a day
since I gazed upon you
sleeping this close
Why can't you see,
in these eyes,
it's desperation
You're shivering
at the sight of all that's left
Tonight,
I'll sleep right by your side
Even if you lock the doors and windows
Think you're safe?
Hold your breath.
This keeps me wanting more...
This keeps me hanging on
and I won't let you go, oh no
My eyes widen,
at the sight
of naked shoulders
Such a delight,
to imagine what's lost far below them
You can't deny,
you can feel
me touching all of you
Raping your eyes,
I'll keep laughing loud enough to hear you cry
So now it's time,
to end this
and stop playing this game
You look alright,
you're not breathing
but you're warm enough to take
You should have known,
that hiding,
only heightens up the chase
I'll hold you close,
you're mine now,
and mine forever love...
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Confiding in Pylons
Sometimes I lose myself
I fall down on the floor
and I can't find my will
But sometimes,
that seems too much work
Believe in what is real,
leave and trust it all in time
Confiding in me,
a fight that I can see
Abandoning a hope
that's come to easily for me
Confiding in you,
the only one that's true
I'm starting to
enjoy my place in finding nothing
Now's the time,
to set all other things aside
to break away and run,
but my hands are bound and tied
A contract for those that show their worth
I'm tired of trying to sign,
leave and trust it all in time
Confiding in me,
a fight that I can see
Abandoning a hope
that's come to easily for me
Confiding in you,
the only one that's true
I'm starting to
enjoy my place in finding nothing
Sometimes I lose myself...
Sometimes I lose myself...
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